Was Hopeless & Bedridden, New Life with No Pain Meds

Before surgery was the most miserable person in the world. Bedridden. Had lost control of my bowels and had basically given up after being completely down for almost six months. Just had accepted the future didn't look bright for me. The pain had made the PTSD worse than ever because I was _____ up. But from the minute I woke up from surgery, I knew I had a new lease on life!!! I'm a new person and will be protecting this new back and life. Sure wouldn't want to have to go through three years like the past three. Was living on pills, and since surgery the only pill I want is a Viagra!! Haha. Thanks to all. 11/05/2019